obsessed

with kid cudi.

thankyou kerry for bringing me his gospel.

Ohh newbury park, how I've missed you.

So i just got back from a crazy trip home for halloween.

sugarplum fairy, kimmy&robbie, halloween candy, dom&newt, deep talks with robert, family, maddi&paige, driving after 2 months of not, mom&daddy, boy, indiangiver, edwin's, waking up, throwing up, bagels with cream cheese, church with dom&kimmy&mommy, seeing mackii, sleepovers shh, santa baby, top of the world, hidden valley drive, salvationarmy, real food, sunshine, browner skin.

Winter break can only be better, cannot wait:)

Dad's a movie star.

So, I called my pops to chat and he proceeded to tell me he is soon to be famous. Well, kind of.. A scene from the upcoming movie- "Valentine's Day"- with stars from Julia Roberts, Jaime Fox, Jennifer Garner, Jessica Alba, Jessica Biel, Topher Grace, Bradley Cooper, Anne Hathaway, Emma Roberts, Ashton Kutcher, to Patrick Dempsy! At his fire station, the movie team came and filmed a two minute scene with my dad and Jessica Alba, where they flirt...he doesn't speak, just looks charming... and he makes motions for her to call him. Kinda funny!

Go to www.valentinesdaymovie.com to watch the trailer....

He's not in the trailerrr, but still watch!

"Keep Santa Cruz Weird."- bumper sticker

I'm thinking about moving to Santa Cruz, California with my sister Elli. My room would'nt have a door...but a sheet will work! and rent is only 200$ because it's an artist's studio and low- income renters. I cannot wait for Decemberr to get here! I feel like the city was made especially for me, and NO one can stop me from going. :)

homesick.

What is the cure for home-sickness..other than going home? I'm getting very home sick lately and want to go home to California already! I want:

family
friends
elise
tanning weather
my couch
paige, mom, and a lifetime movie
my bug
golden spoon
driving in general
late nights wired on red lines
beachhhhh
sunsets from the top of the world
hikes to the waterfall
my pups
cameron's food
elli and all that comes with that
maddi and paige as a tag team
top ramen and crap tv
spaghetti din din
the boat
catalina
roberto
kimmy&dom
my mom's car and driving aimlessly
my mall, suprisingly
my room, now paige's
the swing in the back yard
skatepark watching maddi flash everyone
annoying casass
being unresponsible, paid for, job-less, and barefoot.

let's play dress up.

I have finalllly figured out my costume for halloween! At first I was going to be a mermaid-lifelong dream- but since i chopped off all my locks yesterday, Ihave a new costume in mind. A lost boy! From Peter Pan! I'm stoked that I'll be spending Halloween in California! I cannot wait to see my sister, Elise, and my familia! Another idea I had for a costume was Huck Finn.. I still can't decide which one I'll be! Trick or Treat.

A bit more of Alice.

Look what Kerry found..!
A boat beneath a sunny sky,
Lingering onward dreamily
In an evening of July--

Children three that nestle near,
Eager eye and willing ear,
Pleased a simple tale to hear--

Long has paled that sunny sky:
Echoes fade and memories die.
Autumn frosts have slain July.

Still she haunts me, phantomwise,
Alice moving under skies
Never seen by waking eyes.

Children yet, the tale to hear,
Eager eye and willing ear,
Lovingly shall nestle near.

In a Wonderland they lie,
Dreaming as the days go by,
Dreaming as the summers die:

Ever drifting down the stream--
Lingering in the golden gleam--
Life, what is it but a dream?